I know sometimes it feels as if no one cares about what you may be going through. When you speak about what's troubling you or has you feeling drained, people just seemed to be distant from your pain....Some even venture out to say " oh things aren't that bad...You have to think positive... Some people have it worst than you"
Your pain is real! The things you use to find pleasure in, no longer fulfill you. Your joy, your excitement about life is gone.... something is missing in your life!
Sometimes the Lord will "break us"(We are taken through painful life events or deep trials that humbles us and strips away pride, and ends self-reliance so we will depend completely on God.) us to get our attention. We as humans place a lot of value in things and various selfish pleasures...its just what we do! However, sometimes God will remove the distractions in our lives so He can guide and lead us according to HIS WILL, HIS WAY for our lives. In order to do that, what we use to find worldly enjoyment and comfort in, does not give us that the exact same pleasure now. Perhaps the Lord is trying to remove your world comforts and pleasures and bring a special joy into your life that passes all of your understanding! We all and I do mean all, were created in God's image and His plans and purposes were put in us while we were being formed in our mother's womb. We are not here on this earth to just accumulate things and do things that satisfy our fleshly desires.
While we were being formed in our mother's womb, we were given different gits and different talents....WHY? We were given these gifts and talents to be used to build up God's church, not to indulge ourselves of the comforts and pleasures of this world. have you ever wondered why every time you have tried to fit into certain places and into certain things, you struggled to do so. That's because you were not created to do those things. From the very beginning of your life, God had already planned what you were to do for Him...not just for you! So if you want to be free of what you are feeling now, stop trying to do your own thing and find out what the Lord wants you to do...When you do, what you may be going through now, will become things of the past. God Loves You!